Tucked in the back shrubs of an oversized cemetery, she sat. Numb.. Weak… her mind and heart too conflicted to respond.

“Why are you here?” she asked herself.

“You KNOW this place is where you’ve always felt him right next to you.” Her heart continued, “With all that has come to light, why would you deliberately put yourself in pain?”

The question stung. She was so right. She took a deep breath, while her mind raced.

“It’s where you found clarity and courage. It’s where the sun, songs, and silence solidified the forever love for this man.” Her head added, rather abruptly.

“Coming here took courage! That’s apart of healing.” She continued.

“She doesn’t need that right now. It makes no sense for her to be here.” Her heart stroke back.

Head stopped for a second,… Trying to find a reason.. any reason to justify this stupidity. It’s all so…