So, I have been seeing a therapist for over a year since my mom passed. Accidentally this therapist was specialized in grief and domestic abuse and she kindly let me know that my husband is verbally abusive.

I had a feeling he was but I wasn’t sure.

I used to “see” her on Zoom every Monday. It was not easy as I am always pretty busy but it was only 45 minutes to talk to someone.

The last month between us catching Covid and some of her days off I didn’t see her for a month. When time came to reschedule she asked me if I wanted to continue.

Honestly seeing her was becoming more of a chore than looking forward to it. I hate goodbyes but in email is easier so I wrote her back saying that maybe we could take a break. She agreed and that was it…