Being single is my conscious choice and having epilepsy just a means to introspect life. I have been in and out of relationships, been happy and sad when in or between them. Although if I am honest, I did most of the work when in them. When I was seeing someone and had a crush on someone, it meant like spending a great deal of time and energy with them. Being a hopeless romantic at heart only meant trouble when relationships ended on bad terms. For better or worse, I found them to only enrich my life and soul with ideas after I met them. They left a huge hole in my heart but I knew in my heart that I am just an amateur in the field of love and relationships.

Some of my relationships (not just romantic ones), were meant to happen. They only exposed my shortcomings and…