Warning! This is one of those posts I didn’t like as I was writing because it sounds like I’m complaining about my life and just looking for attention. I hope the end result is worth the struggle I went through. I can only hope it comes through that way when you read it. Hello good friends, thank you for checking in on your favorite small-time blogger. I’m going to cheat again and share a blogging secret. I’m writing this on January 1, 2021 well after all the champagne has been drunk and the confetti has fallen. This is my favorite time of the night. Everything is quiet, it’s just me, myself, and I it’s a good moment to reflect and project on the next 365 days. I already wrote my hopes for the new year. this is not about that,what did you feel when the clock struck midnight? For the…