The time … he was losing it again

He is losing it again. It’s escalating. He promised me it was not going to let it happen again. He promised me. His promises mean nothing.

He is paranoid, he always thinks I am saying bad things about him behind his back. Clearly I have all the reasons to do so.

For a few weeks now he has been going out in 80 degrees weather wearing multiple layers, including sweaters and a wool hat.

When I asked him why he says it’s because he wants to train himself to feel hot because when you are hot you get angry so he claims he wants to control his anger.

Honestly it makes absolutely no sense to me.

But not much he does makes sense when he is in this state.

He has been going out every night till 2 am. I don’t know where he goes and to be honest I…