The time … I can’t take it anymore

Unfortunately the situation is escalating. Today he decided to stay home. When he stays home is nightmare for the entire family.

He pushes the kids buttons really badly, he hypers them up, bothers them, then they react, they get angry/upset, do / say stuff to him and he requests an apology and punishes them. This is a story on repeat. He is extremely authoritarian on top of everything else.

My older son can’t take it anymore, today he wanted to run away from home.

I suggested I divorce his father he almost broke into tears. He already has high anxiety, I can’t do this to him.

This not so human being of a husband is extremely manipulative and gaslight me constantly.

Today I called a homeopath as he had agreed to see one and spoke to him. He took down my husband name and last name and asked me to…