An Ocd Night

Hello everyone hope your all doing well.

I was looking at some older posts of mine and realized I haven’t really talked much about my ocd and how I’m doing these days.

The truth is I have my good days and my bad days. I am better than I once was but I am still having a hard time. I try so hard to keep positive and even though I am not suffering as bad as I once was, I am still struggling.

Having ocd makes life hard. It makes life scary. I am constantly scared. The thoughts in my head cause me so much anxiety and fear.

For instance, right now. It is two in the morning. I woke up to get a drink of water. It should of been a simple walk into the kitchen and back. But it wasn’t. I kept thinking something bad was going to…